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Saturday, 10 February 2007

  • Nothing better to do

    life is whack as fuck i have to go to hill all day everyday now.. that means i dont see anyone else unless they go to hill during some time during the day.. so im going to the home comming assembly at sexton on thursday.. and i plan on having a good fucking time so i kinda wish someone would make sure that happened.. dont tell me your going to make me have a good fucking time dont say shit.. just do it.. im tired of knowing shit b4 it happens the shit gets boring after a while damit.. soo yea i wont see any of you around.. and i see that the same people visit the page.. yea our pages have footprints.. Ilove footprints that way i can see who was here reading this.. and the same people keep comming back.. Trissy, stasia, lil bit , and julia.. lol well at least i know people take time out of their busy das to come check my stank ass xanga, i need a new fucking back ground cuz his one is getting old..its been old its about a year and a half old now... lol w/e i like it cuz of the girl in the back shes fucking awsome.. so i got a myspace again but i dont know if i want to add abunch of people cuz them bastards dont know how to stop posting soo much shit in one day im about to delete the people i already got cuz its like 5 pages worth of shit in one day.. but yea im dont rambling.. im gonna go now.. anyone got any new music they recommend? im kinda listening to Mila J's song and i like it ... but damn its about letting go.... i guess thats what im trying to do but it hurts soo much.. i guess it was my time some time soon huh? how i constantly hurt other people out side of my relationships i guess its time for me to feel their hurt.. im SOOOO SORRY I HURT YOU ALL ONE BY ONE AND IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW IT FELT LIKE THIS.. i really am sorry....

Tuesday, 30 January 2007

  • I dont want a valentine ... i already talked to someone about taht and they said they would be... but then they started dating someone else soo that makes me want to carry a really big knife..prolly one of my swords to school and cut off any part of couples that happen to touch... so josh and mado made me feel good yesterday cuz i was crying like a little bitch in the drama room yesterday.. me and josh got an understanding of shit that needed to be done and im more than glad to help.. julia took me out to lunch yesterday and i thank her for that.. i got to see margo in the car next to me that was the look on her face... idk if she felt the look on her face but it was there.... brittany kinda got on my asss about shit yesterday when i asked her for a ride... lol her and jimmy have a song toegther  lol i got home and told my mom.. she told me what to do if that happens again... lol i love my mom... lol stasia i know you've been to my page damit i got foot prints on my page it says you dropped by... leave a comment slowness i wont bite

Monday, 29 January 2007

  • i got your e-mail .. its not like i dont want to talk to you .. i do want to talk to you but i dont want to talk to anyone i have cut everyone off its not like i dont care whats going on in your life or nothing but i need my space to just do what the fuck i want to do and what i want to do now is be alone i dont want to be close to anyone ive lost that part of me for a while i wont be close to anyone .. i mean damn i was expecting the shit to happen but i forgot that vlentines day is soon and im going to be alone... DAMN  thats everyday now since i started school i  have been alone on valentines day aint that some shit ? and i said it wasnt going to happen i though i wuld still have my babay on valentines day but i was wrong so i went through school ... all 14 years w/o participating in sports or having someone on valentines day ... i dont own a year book ive never been to any high school dances and im not sure im going to prom i want to go but shit i dont know if im going... i lost someone i love and im paying for it in sleep... my whole body hurts.. i need to shave... i need a job .... IM FUCKIN UP!!!

Sunday, 28 January 2007

  • Check out my Slide Show!

    yEA THE myspace is deleted... it wasnt like that fuckin thing was helping me no way it did nothing but upset the person i was dating to the point of breaking up with me... and now shes with her ex once again.. whoo hoo(sarcasm) lookie me ive been up for 7 days now with no sleep i dont call anyone.. i sit up all night on yahoo messanger thining someone is going to be on but they arnt .. i would be on aim but i have no ones aim... im a fuckin loser... so i found out that a frined of mines doesnt wantt o be my frined anymore ... and i am sorry she doesnt want to be my friend no more.. she was the final reason that i deleted that damn thing... Im sorry i hurt you friend.. i understand if you dont want to talk to me no more.. i think ill be ok as long as no one tries to pull me outta my depression... trissy said that im going to end up in the hospital.. brittany said that she isnt going to hesiste to say i told you so when im in the hospital.. i told her she wont ever get teh chance to .... sooo i almost stabed jimmy in class and carey grabed my arm ... i dont want to kill the poor boy and hes soo fucking scared of me.. i dont know why ... im harmless unless you start acting like a fuckin scarycat jimmy!!! just talk to me like im not an outkast to you as long as you show me that i am no diffrent from like margo or ashlee or someone you hang out with i wont have any hostility twards you... but you treat me like im one of those stupid ass people in our 3rd hour im going to get angry and then you have reason to fear.. i know you go with brittany .. im glad shes with someone that will do shit for her that she deserves and that i couldnt... to be foreal i struggle being all romantic by doing little shit.. but imma tell you this .. there is some shit that i have done that drives her nuts that you will never be able to top :) i hope you find out your new g/f as well as i know her .. it'll take you a while.... probly not.. your more romantic than i am... you show'd me up on myspace ... i tip my hat to you.... TAKE CARE OF MY BABY IF I FIND OUT SOME SHIT HAPPENS AND ITS UR FAULT .... GUESS WHAT? like micheal jackson said "ILL BE THERE" to fuck you up... lol im kiddin i wouldnt fuck you up dude... but seriously take care of her ok? i couldnt and it bugs the shit outta me....

    On another note i found reggies slie show and i put it on my page isnt it the shit? lol im kiddin it has a really good picture of me in it na dhten theres the picture with me and britt soo i was like im gonna spot my home bois slide show.. his little sister and my little sister have the same name

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  • Well my name is James Nichols Im 17. I got 2 brothers and 2 sisters that live with me and i got like 3 sisters that dont live with me Erika Harnish and Bryana Richmond, Brandee Athy. UMM 3 brothers Robert Davis, Shoua Yang, And Joe Petrilli. I have a guardian ANGEL by the name of Lil Bit(im sorry to this day i cant spell or pronounce your last name) and a host of cousins Bianca being the #1 cuz. I've had my share of lovers and all that jazz but we not go include them cuz its about me not them... I like sports and i LOVE music no matter what it is (yes) even country, but i dont enjoy opera. I love Rock and I love Rap!!! I love to draw i just love art in general ummm i dont know what i want to be when i grow old but i want it to have to do with ART.. i love ANIMATION.... i love LINKIN PARK!!!! but yea im a okay guy to be around but i have mood swings based on the people around me and i have anger issues... but when im happy people cant get enough of me.... or can you guys? but thats abou

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